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Post by pandoraxhearts on Jun 12, 2015 4:03:50 GMT -5
Pandora had made a safe and secure hiding spot, and now she was left to sob. She pulled out a blade staring at its shine. She had always told herself that if she were to ruin this family this...whatever it was, that she couldn't live with herself. She had never attempted to carve her arms or legs up but tonight, the night where she was confused and shaken, she let the cool blunt edge of the blade slide across her arm. She sobbed at the very thought of it. How could she tear apart her family because she loved Satoshi? Then it hit her that she did love Satoshi which caused a larger array of tears to burst from her eyes. She ruined all she had ever know because she had fallen in love. She buried her face into a balled up t shirt and let out and agonizing wail quiet enough to not blow her cover, but loud enough to break her heart, she hyperventilated into the shirt silencing herself.
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Post by Amber Lyn Annihilation on Jun 12, 2015 15:16:28 GMT -5
Kaminari started running around the dark town looking anywhere she could look into. The others saw her on their own search paths, but they decided that staying split up would help the most. Aside from Hayner, who decided to help look alongside herself. "God, where could she be? This is all his[/b] fault." She said with venom in her tone still. How was she ever going to look at her brother the same way again? Would she ever even be able to? She didn't think she would be. She means, what kind of sick psychopath could do something like that to someone that they helped raise for six years. To a girl that was so emotionally unstable and physically weak. She had run off upset and a lot faster than she probably should have. Kaminari knew better than to expect that her sister took her medicine when she ran off. Who knows what she actually had taken with her. She hoped with a heavy heart that her sister wasn't doing anything that she'd regret when this whole storm blew over.
Satoshi was pacing around the house anxiously, knowing that his stupid gut feeling is what caused all this family turmoil. He knew he should never have done this and yet he did anyways. He wanted to know that Pandora would hate him for it, he guessed. But when she didn't, he couldn't stop himself from doing it again. Now his sister was furious with him and wold probably never forgive him. Was he really a predator? Was he as sick in the head as Mina told him he was? Of course, he had to be. How else would he have thought for a minute that it would be to kiss his sister? God, he was a sicko. As he came to the realization that he was the monster Mina thought he was he was filled with self-loathing and punched the wall so hard that there was a dent from his fist. He knew that he had messed up, knew that Pandora never deserved to have any of this happen to her. Especially after what she had to have been through before they even found her. "Way to go, jackass. This is how you celebrate saving someone's life? By ruining it?" He muttered angrily at himself before crumpling to the floor and breaking into tears.
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Post by pandoraxhearts on Jun 12, 2015 15:27:21 GMT -5
With the shirt soaked in tears and sweat she continued to cry. How could she do such a thing to this family? How could she begin to tear apart those who loved her. She couldn't begin to regret not stopping the second kiss. She knew she wanted him. But she just ruinedeverything she ever knew. Her family was in ruins and she was the one to blame. She took out the blade again and pricked her fingertips. One at a time to watch the blood drip. She knew that one swipe of the blade and she would die. Her body couldnt handle much blood loss. Anorexia came along with anemia, and she hated herself more and more as she realized that she was nothing but a mistake. With her bloody fingertips she clenched her fists and cried harder into the shirt burying her face. How could she destroy a family because she loved someone? How could she ruin her sister's kinship? She knew that Satoshi would be torn into pieces too. If she just would have pushed him away..kissed him later....but no, she had to ruin it all by caving into her heart. What a screw up.
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Post by Amber Lyn Annihilation on Jun 12, 2015 16:06:42 GMT -5
Kaminari continued to look for her sister. She knew that if she didn't find her soon that Pan was going to rip herself apart. Hayner suggested looking in the woods. She may be hiding in there. It would be a lonesome place to cry that would muffle any cries she let out. The two made their way to the woods that lead to the Old Mansion and she immediately began walking slower and listening carefully for any small sounds that weren't that of nature. She heard small breaths coming from above them. Pan was in a tree, but which one? "Hayner, help me look in the trees. She's in one of them. I can hear her." She said quietly hoping for Pan not to have heard her, so she could still hear her labored breathing. She started looking at the underside of the trees looking for any signs of Pan. She was stepping lightly as to not snap any twigs and give herself away.
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Post by pandoraxhearts on Jun 12, 2015 16:21:25 GMT -5
Pandora heard Hayner shuffling around and shut her mouth stifling her sniffles by the shirt. She didn't dare give away her position. Not now. She's come too far. She's hurt so many. She could do it she thought...right now...but she couldn't. She couldn't dare leave them. She loved them both.
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Post by Amber Lyn Annihilation on Jun 12, 2015 16:39:13 GMT -5
Kaminari continued looking for Pan, realizing the faint breathing had stopped. Oh, god. What could she have done? She couldn't have ended herself over this, could she? Would she? She finally found a foot hanging over a branch. She finally found her sister and began to climb the tree that she was in. When she finally got up to her level she wondered to herself how Pan even managed to get up here with her weak physical condition, that was sure to be weaker from the emotional pain she had to be feeling. She looked at her sister and noticed the crimson color that was in a couple places on her body. It was blood. She had cut herself. God, she would never forgive her brother for putting Pan in a situation like this. She obviously felt as though she had single-handedly torn the family apart. Why else would she be punishing herself so? "Pan, please stop." She spoke in a soft caring voice. She needed her to know that she wasn't mad at her. "It's not your fault, sis." She leaned over to her, stepping lightly on the branches to ensure that her weight was balanced and she wouldn't fall.
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Post by pandoraxhearts on Jun 12, 2015 16:45:51 GMT -5
Looking at her sister she turns away "Leave me alone Mina...you...you don't understand...." She continued to sob and began to cough. "You have no clue what happened..." She then bowed her head "My feelings....these feelings....Kaminari....i wanted that....it doesn'tseem right and i ruined everything, but...part of me felt a love for him..and i know it's wrong and...i...i need to leave...It's better if i were gone.." Her words tore up her throat as she spoke.
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Post by Amber Lyn Annihilation on Jun 12, 2015 16:57:32 GMT -5
Kaminari could hear Pandora's heart breaking with every word she spoke. She sighed and decided not to listen to her requests to leave her alone. She knew it'd be a bad decision. She couldn't abandon her sister, because that's what she was to her, a sister. Her sister. "Listen, Pan. I understand that none of this seems like it could ever be okay again, but it will be. How could I let something like this tear my sister away from me, yeah I think Satoshi is sick, but I'll get over it. I don't really want to see you two be a thing, but in reality you're not related, so I can't really be mad at either of you for falling in love. I just didn't see him ever coming onto you like that." She tried to talk Pan, and herself really, through her volatile emotions. She knew it wasn't Pan's fault, but she also knew that she couldn't stay mad at Satoshi. They weren't actually siblings, just adopted is all. "I may have overreacted, to be honest. I just saw him as an actual brother to you, but he's not. You two obviously don't feel familial love for each other. And..." She paused taking a deep breath. "I can accept it." She breathed out heavily and hugged her sister. "Now, please. Stop hurting yourself."
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Post by pandoraxhearts on Jun 12, 2015 17:11:08 GMT -5
Pandora burst into tears with the embrace "I don't want you to force this....I just destroyed him...us....by falling in love with him Mina...some part of me didn't want this....because i knew that this would happen, and now I've broken those i care most about...I even contemplated suicide....suicide kaminari!"
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Post by Amber Lyn Annihilation on Jun 12, 2015 17:28:06 GMT -5
Kaminari listened to her sister through her tears. "Listen, listen. There's no need for all this heartache I'm not forcing this I want you two to be happy. Sure, you're basically my sister and he is my brother, but the two of you aren't related. Please, come back home. You haven't broken us apart. If anything, I did by reacting so quickly and so violently, honestly. I want us to go back and fix all this together, as sisters. Okay? I don't hate either of you, I promise you that. Please, come back home." She pleaded with her sister, she didn't want her out of her life. She belonged in it as much as Satoshi did.
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Post by pandoraxhearts on Jun 12, 2015 17:34:53 GMT -5
With tears in her eyes she agreed and climbed down the tree. She walked over to a stream and washed the blood off her hands and arms she didn't want satoshi to worry, her fingertips still bled slightly but she grabbed the suitcase and followed Kaminari and Hayner home. Her head bowed, hair hiding her face.
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Post by Amber Lyn Annihilation on Jun 12, 2015 18:07:03 GMT -5
Kaminari walked home with her sister and Hayner both. She texted Pence and Olette to let them know that everything was okay and that they had found Pandora. "Thank you for helping me find her, Hayner." She whispered to him quietly so that Pan wouldn't hear her. They finally made it home and Hayner bid farewell before he left. Kaminari opened the front door and walked through the house to the living room where she found Satoshi again. This time, however, she found Satoshi crumpled on the ground crying. She nudged him with her foot gently. "Look, we're back. The family isn't broken. I've come to realize that I don't care what you two do. Do what you want. I'm just not into seeing it. Kay? Sorry I screamed and yelled and caused family havoc." She just kept speaking, not giving her brother a chance to until she was done.
"Alright." Satoshi didn't know what to say. What to expect, honestly. He never expected that his sister would ever get over this. He could tell that she wasn't all the way over it, but she was putting their happiness above her own. "I'm glad you're both home. And I'm glad you're safe." He said keeping his distance from the two of them. He didn't want to seem too hasty about accepting his sister's decision. He accepted it because, at least, maybe she wouldn't hate him.
"Welp, I'm going to bed. My Struggle tournament starts tomorrow. Gotta get a little sleep before then." Kaminari told them as she headed up stairs and through the bedroom door that she'd scorched away. She'd have to look into that a little bit more when she found the time. She quickly fell asleep, she sure as hell didn't want to be up any longer to deal with the madness.
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Post by pandoraxhearts on Jun 12, 2015 18:15:52 GMT -5
"Satoshi...It's all my fault....I almost did something terrible....i...." Tears stream her cheeks as she bowed her head. She hated herself so much "But....i want you to know.....Satoshi,....i love you" she said as she hid her face. "I didn't know it back then, but i know it now. I understand these feelings i have..."
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Post by Amber Lyn Annihilation on Jun 12, 2015 18:34:00 GMT -5
Satoshi listened to her and saw the tears running down her cheeks. "You didn't do anything wrong. You just accepted my advances. My foolish advances. It was crazy for me to think that Mina would react well. At least she doesn't hate me." He paused and wiped the tears off her face before kissing her forehead. "I know you said you love me, but it's up to you and you alone where we go from here." He told her, he wanted it to be up to her. If it were up to him, they would continue, but he wanted her to decide the fate of their relationship.
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Post by pandoraxhearts on Jun 12, 2015 18:50:04 GMT -5
"Satoshi...I want....i want to be with you...i don't want Kaminari upset...i know she's forcing this....we just....we have to hide this from her..." as she spoke she hugged him tight. "I feel as though i need rest...i haven't taken and of my pills today...i worry about her though...she is mad at me...i can feel it....i feel like i have a connection to her....and....right now it's faint.." She confessed to him. She felt like he didn't listen to her ramblings about psychic whatnot.
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